amy

amyclare @ 2002-09-07T00:01:00

2002-09-07T04:04:02Z

went to the fair tonite.yea.i was in a better mood today.that was pretty excellent.i was in a terrible mood the other day.blah.the fair was a good time.saw people.said hello.rode some rides.the one ride however.was way too much ride for me.mmmmmmhmmmm.i need a hug.i need a good ol' bear hug.

clang clang clang went the trolly

2002-09-04T00:22:09Z

went out to grotto with the ronster for dinner tonite.sar was out waitress.and what a good one she is.oh yes oh yes!i got locked out of my house today.again. i thought i lost my key.but it turns out it was right next to my TV the whole time.im felt like an ass.my mom made fun of me.yea.
i really cant stand going to school anymore.all my classes are so boring.in every. single.one. i sit.i sit. i sit. and take notes.and its really just so so boring.
i was supposed to enter some painting in the fair.but they fucked me over.so that isnt happening.im not really that upset.but still.

youhateme

2002-08-29T20:09:44Z

i just got home from school.chris gave me a ride home.he took me to sheetz for a shmagle.thanx chris.it was much appreciated.i am a very bad mood.i dont really know why.i just feel like crawling in my bed and staying their for a long period of time.i didnt want to talk ot anyone or do anything all day.when i was talking it was like i had to try ot something.today was fucked up.i have to go out to eat dinner with my family.that made me more not happy.i dont really like going to dinner wiht my family.actually i dont mind.but not when im in a bad mood.ughhhhh.ughhh.its my paretns anniversery.whoopie.its all a fucking joke anyway.pick and choose.im so confused.

amyclare @ 2002-08-27T21:42:00

2002-08-28T01:57:51Z

welp today was the first day of school.and it sucked.just as much as i thought it would.god i hate school.i have hard classes too.well maybe its just cause im dumb.but what ya do about that.ehhh.oh well.its wierd when you can be happy.one minute.then the next.you are not.i wanted to go to see breaking benjamin tonite.but that didnt work out.mainly cause i just wasnt in the mood.im so not in a good mood anymore.blahblahblahblah.

mmmmm on the plus side this song kinda reminds me of the hott ryan phillippe.

amyclare @ 2002-08-25T18:27:00

2002-08-25T22:34:45Z

mm i just put new sheets on my bed.hah.that was great.got home from camel beach a little bit ago.me and jaim went wiht my mom and dad.it was something wiht PNC.so yea.that was fun.mmm.we stalked this hott kid around.i spotted him in the wave pool.heh.last nite me nad jaim went to metro.nicole played and mike and joel and paul and ryan played and tim and chris and their band played.we walked arounnnd the streets.lol.jaim wouldnt go ot wendys in the daylight with me.she was afraid of scary people.yet once it got dark she was all game for going walking.wierd silly girl.we went to boscoves ot get icecream.but they didnt have any.so i bought a like value pack of cow tales.it was a good time.i got to see some people i havent talked nor seen much this summer.that was cool.i fell asleep on jaim on the way home today.haha. sorry jaim.im still tired.i think im gunna go call dani up.

amyclare @ 2002-08-23T22:47:00

2002-08-24T02:57:56Z

went shopping with the family today up at the crossings.i got some stuff.yup yup.came home and tean and dani came over.tean drove!she got her license!hurray.for tean!!heh.then they came back down to get me.we watched gosford park?i dont remember if that is the right name.but it sucked either way.there was no point.it was the silliest movie.ever.haha.then we dropped dani off.then we went ot sheetz for a coffee.mmmm.im happy tean got her license.now we have transportation.but.tean getting her license.once again.was a marking of how close school would be.when tean got it. arg . arg . arg. blargyfalartymalargy.

awwww i wish you would come online so i could talk to you.you are so cute.mmuuuuuah.

dont call me unis

2002-08-23T06:00:34Z

i woke up real late today.i was a little upset.becuase i have been waking up early at like 11 the past like week.oh well.danis little brother came and knocked on my basement door.heh.it was funny.yea.i basically sat around all day.getting fat.i went over to jaims.we ordered grotto.that was yummy.and then we went ot mark 2 wiht tean for some coffee.then they both came and slept over.we made soup wiht tabasco. it was great.tean is going for her license tomm.! goodluck tean!! she will get it. i know it.im going to the crossings tomm.again.shopping.only this time wiht my family.hmm.yea.tean adn jaim left me to go sleep.im alwyas the last one up.i get lonely.haha.i wish i didnt have insomnia.that would be cool.i dont really.but sometimes it feels liek that.tonite was kinda upsetting.but the thing is i just realized or thought of how it was upseting.but now that i realize i forgot.im happy.cause i guess thats good that i got over it.i really didnt.im still upset.lol.im on an emotional rollarcoaster.hmmmmm

amyclare @ 2002-08-21T20:50:00

2002-08-22T01:16:17Z

happy new year!to my daddy.my mom dad and i went to the overbrooke for my dads new year tonite.yum.it was good.
ughh before we went i had a dentist appointment.since i have metal on my teeeth now.thye use this like powder spray to clean my teeth.it makes me want to gag.ughhh.i spit up all over myself.it was terrible.hah.and once again the crazy lady strethed my mouth open wider than it can be stretched.i couldnt fit the flouride cup things in my mouth.so.she just kept shoving .and.shoving.i do feel pain.i dont think she realizes.arg.i think dani is gunna come over to watch my illegal cable.heh.yay!

amyclare @ 2002-08-21T11:33:00

2002-08-21T15:51:39Z

mmm my orthodontist appointment got cancelled.horray!yup yup.yesterday i went out for lunch with the ronster.that was a goodtime.then i went to the mall last nite with jaim and dani to get some clothes.i got some stuff.then i drove home from the mall and almsot drive into an island thing.im such a fucking idiot.then jaim slept over.mark came by too.yup yup.ewwwww i have a dentist appointment tonite.oh no.but on the up side tonite is my dads new year so we are going to the overbrooke for dinner.yummy.hehe.yeaaa

amyclare @ 2002-08-20T00:10:00

2002-08-20T04:33:20Z

oh yea!oh yea! my peeling gross nose has become a little nicer.:)dani came over swimming today and she made me lundin.lunch slash dinner.yum.then me jaim tim and dani went to friendlys for some dessert tonite.then to the dallas rec.mmmhmmmm.and on the drive home we started telling crazy rape and murder stories that actually happened.but turns out dani.the liar.made hers up.cheapo.oh well what are ya gunna do.me and dani are having a nice little talk to the talk talk about death.and.if like one of us died what we would do.i dont know what i would do.proable not be very strong.and need counceling.i hope noone i love ever dies.unless thye are like really old.and want to die.thats a whole differnt fish to fry.

my mom made mini cheese cake things.thye are all gone.guess who didnt get one.me.yea thats right.i didnt get even but a little bitty piece.i cant believe the way i get treated.

amyclare @ 2002-08-19T20:19:00

2002-08-20T00:26:06Z

Dani151: here...i'll share the poem i wrote about you
Dani151: there once was a girl named amy
Dani151: her parents made her join the navy
Dani151: but she was too weak, and couldnt compete
Dani151: so they kicked her out of the country
Dani151: she went to live in france
Dani151: where they didnt make her wear pants
Dani151: at first she didnt want to
Dani151: but finally in the towel she threw
Dani151: and now she walks around naked

amyclare @ 2002-08-18T23:32:00

2002-08-19T03:39:59Z

evidentaly im a slish.walks like a slut.smells like a fish.??????.i thought i smelled like dove body wash.why are people mean.they dont even know me.wack.haha.

fried green tomatoes.that movie makes me believe so much more strongly that jaim is going through the change.haha.chuckle

amyclare @ 2002-08-18T15:25:00

2002-08-18T19:38:25Z

im back from the beach!it was a great time.my face got burnt.eh.but thats ok.heh.yeaaaa hmmmm.we went ot a dance club thinger.heh that was funny.i wouldnt dace since im a piece of shit.sorry to those of you who had wanted me too.i had a fun time laying on the big block nad watching the hoochies hooch it up.i went in the bubbles or foam or watever that was a gooood time hahah.yea.me and sar sat on the wall by the boardwalk everynite.i made a sign saying "can i bum a cig". it worked too.mmm yea.smoking is bad.i shouldnt really ever do it.mmm the ocean was real nice.i love the beach.yea yea.hmmmm i reallly wish we didnt have ot go back ot school NEXT FUCKING WEEK.what the hell.i want to puke.good day.

amyclare @ 2002-08-13T17:14:00

2002-08-13T21:27:54Z

i was thinking about this whole god thing.i dont really get it.its pretty much a well populated and known cult.i think that maybe god is just out to kill us all.but is doing it slowly as so no one catches on.hmmm.i dont know.

ivoryfloatingsoapboats

2002-08-13T04:01:16Z

oooooooeeee! i got 4 new sweaters!! im so excited.heh.obviously you can see how exciting my life must be.went up to the crossings today with my godmother.yea.and then i came home and went to art.i finished my paiting.its of like the ocean and like this stone cove thing.i dont know.its impressionism.fantastic.so then i got home from art.chris and tim came over.we watched event horizon.hmmm it was wierd.it wasnt my kinda movie.but hey.tim just cant pick movies out for shit.haha.ikid.ikid. i love tim.so then we went to dennys after for some food.and the guys that always waits on us was there.but it was his last day:( he is going back to college in pittsburg. we had a nice little chat about his life.mmmmm oh yea.it was great he remembered that i dont like my butter chunky on my toast!!! what a good waiter.he bleached his hair.heh.silly kid.anywho...then we dropped chris off.he wasnt feeling too well tonite.but i think he is better.feel better chrisstopher!!!i love you.oh boy oh boy.

yea.and. of course. ONE day till the beachy beach beach!!!!
whoooooooooopie!

imapieceofshit

2002-08-12T05:33:52Z

i want to see the meteor shower.thats it.arggg. damn my paranoia.

amyclare @ 2002-08-11T17:23:00

2002-08-11T21:29:46Z

i have nothing to eat.i am so hungry.blah.dani and tean slept over last nite.we ordered pizza and wings from grotto.yummm.it took forevvver to get here.tom and alex walked down wiht their fucking beer cans.lol.deuch bags.the pizza delivery boy was cute!heh.me and dani went to TJ max and i got a new bathing suit for the beach!! yay. i was so happy because my other once is all stretched out and a piece of shit.i got it from the kids section.it was a might fine find.let me tell you.i also got a hott skirt there.man i was all for the bargain shopping yesterday.yea we saw nicole and her friends ummm lets see if i can remember.im so bad with names....laura..kelly anddd katie??! i think. they were funny.heh. tomm. im going to the crossing back ot school shopping.mmm j crew outlet! hooray.i love sweaters.i love sweaters. i love sweaters.

im listening to American Analog Set . . . i love them.they are the shit oh yes they are. speaking of music. Aimee mann has a new cd out. does anyone want to buy it for me? i love her. she is the best.mmmm ahhhhhhhhhhhh i cant WAIT to go to the beach with sar!!its going to be greaat.i hope i get tan o i hope i get tan.

arg!

2002-08-10T03:04:47Z

mmmmm im so dumb.i went to barnes and noble today.with jaim and dani.we were waiting outside and this kid came over.he like got down on his knee and gave me a little pig figurine to remeber him by.heh.he was really cute and sweet too.and i dont even know him name! i could fucking kick myself.arg!i wasnt even being that nice to him. i was just like yea whatever.i was in such a retarded mood tonite.boy am i regretting that.o well.what can ya do?i hope i see him again someday.that would be exceptional.:)
i got a shmagel on the way home.when i got home my dad goes to my mom "amy got a shmitzel at sheetz".hahaha. that made me laugh.hah.

amyclare @ 2002-08-09T12:34:00

2002-08-09T17:01:51Z

campout.campout.campout. we actually had the campout. heh yay! it was a good time. there were like 8 of us in one tent.ooo man o man. we so had an orgy. yes yes we did.i got a bug bite on my foot. i was walking around walmart wiht ron and jaim today when i realized.it was so itchy and ron wouldnt buy me itch cream. asshole bitch loser punk fuck head FUCKK ASS. hahahaha o tom.im tied.i think i have insomnia.please help me.

so i went to perkins this morning with the ron and the jaim.and we all get like bacon or sauage or whatever ya know that comes with your meal.then we get the bill and its like 2.75 for a side order of bacon for each of us. so my breakfast cost like 10 bux.i think thats a little crazy.noi think that is really very crazy.i just wanted ot express my anguish.last nite jaim slept over. we went wiht derek and tim to dennys. tim threw a piece of ice at some girl.hahaha. that was pretty funny.then me and jaim went stay gazing on my deck at like 2 in the morning and we heard like foot steps coming up my deck.it was so scary!we htought it was that guy that walks the streets of dallas all the time.butit turned out ot be derek and tim. those silly boys.hmmmmmmm hmmmm my creepy crawler thinger for my
pool sounds like a helicopter.me and jaim have decided that when you see a plane in the sky you say sex me but when you see something that looks like a space shuttle you say fuck me . i came up with that.o yes i did.

i dont really have anything to do. no one is talking to me.mmmmmm.

oh boy oh boy!

2002-08-08T18:01:32Z

i got an interview for hallmark today. wish me luck! i will need it. my parents tell me im not job material.
woooooooooeee

amyclare @ 2002-08-06T22:21:00

2002-08-07T02:58:41Z

doot doot doot doot . . . doot doot. . doot doot doot

today was great ...i was at home for about 1% of my day and i was alone for that portion. for this i am happy.yeaaa my brother is leaving the end of the week.my sister is gone for a while on vacation and then college.im going to be all alone.great great.heh.me tean dani and sar went to the mall.i got angry tonite. very angry. here is what happened.i walked by Gertrude hawk starring in wantingly so that one of those crazy sample people would come rushing out to give me samples. i did this like 3 times. then i went in. i walked to the back of the store.i walked to the front of the store.not once did anyone offer me a sample.i was pissed.not only did that happen. but . but. then this old man comes in. the hawk people are all . . .oooo hello lala do you want ot try one of our many samples??can you believe that shit?so then i finally got one when i went back yet another time ot get one of those ice cream bars.woa.what an experience.that was pretty much the highlight of my nite.hmmmm yea.sad.

i need a job.i need one real bad.i need money.im poor.
im bored right now.i wish someone would visit me. ooo yea.
i had a nice nite tonite. i hung out with tean like all day! that never happens.i enojoyed it much.hey!i saw frank buzin.at BK. haha he is funny. yes yes.derek was also there. he nearly rammed the side of BK backing up. haha. silly kid.i didnt see jaim like at alll today. it was crazy.crazy shit.jaim went to the orthodontist today.her teeth hurt.im sorry jaim! i love you.

hmmmm . . . lets think . . . o thats right one week till the beach!!!!!!ahhhh ya know what i love. i loveddd the weather today.it was perfect outside. it was absolutly perfect.it was warm in the sum yet had a nice chilly breeze.so i could wear a sweater!i didnt but i should have:(
tommorrow i will definatly! campout!ok.

amyclare @ 2002-08-06T01:25:00

2002-08-06T05:30:25Z

happy birthday dan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today is dans birthday.

amyclare @ 2002-08-05T19:28:00

2002-08-05T23:33:37Z

happy birthday derek and eric!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooowho!

amyclare @ 2002-08-05T01:11:00

2002-08-05T05:21:54Z

wa ho how i have misjudged. misjudged o so much.

i love my friends. thank you.

amyclare @ 2002-08-04T14:05:00

2002-08-04T18:36:42Z

i went to philly with jaim on friday and got back last nite.that was a good time.we did some shopping m m m m. i was in kinda a wierd mood all weekend. i dont know why.poor jaim had to put up with me.ehhh i just dont understand why i have to be in the dark of everything alllllll the fucking time.i always find out, but by overhearing or some crap like that. which makes thing even worse. my parents still think im like 5.i think maybe thats why i was in such a zoned out mood.(im sorry). yea i came home saturday nite to a hopping party evidentally going on in my basement.and my dad was out till like 1. so i called my buddy danielle and
she kept me company . . . i love you danielle!yea...i didnt want to go in the basement. everyone was drunk and high hmmmm crazy. o well.

i have to do laundry blahhhhhhhhhh then i think im going to tim and chris's show!!! i love those guys they crack me up.